Bitter becomes better

It's 4 am and I can't sleep. Too many reports to finish. Sigh.

Well, we don't know what the future might brings, but you have to face it, ready or not. 2012-2013 have been molded years for me. I ask to God few years ago for persevere, patience, strength, stronger faith and He really gives me that 'gifts' in these years with many challenges that I have to face. And as reward, surely I can get what I asked for.

How can we ask God for sweet things but we don't want to taste the bitter first? It will be sweet after we feel the bitterness and challenges which will mold us to be a better person who see the things with different point of view eventually. Difficult? Definitely! But I have no doubt for He will hold my hands in my bleeding time, yes, just like right now.

I run to God. I have no way out but Him. So why I have to worry?

Faith

Sometimes we make the plans to do this and that, we gonna go to here and there, but do we ever think that it's just a plan? 

So what if it couldn't happen exactly as we wish? Do we have to cry because of the failure that we can not avoid? Because what I've been learning is God already written your story, not you or somebody else.

Human make plans but if God doesn't answer with 'yes', does it mean we stop believe in God? does it mean you don't loved by God?

He has written a big story of you, Have faith!

Don't lose hope!