welcome March 2012 :)

Oh My God, it's already March!!!

This month will be full of surprises and wishes. And I'll be 24 on March 27! Thank God..
I hope some of my prayers answered by this month and can't wait for God's surprises, which unpredictable but worth to wait.
Amen O:)

This means war

love love love this film! This is so cute; romantic comedy action film who staring Reese Witherspoon, Chris Pine and Tom Hardy makes me smile, laugh, curious at the same time. This common-predictable-romantic comedy-but-worth to watch- tells about victims of a love triangle in which two CIA agents and best friends (Pine and Hardy) discover that they are dating the same woman (Witherspoon).

Just simply go to the cinema or buy the dvd and you'll find the meaning of friendship and love :)

Stop Corruption!

As the citizen of Indonesia, I feel so disappointed, sad and angry with the situation that have been happening for years in my country. Indonesia ranks 100th 2011 corruption perception index out of 183 countries measured. Eradicating corruption is possible as long as the President is serious and sincere, and the law enforcement is not corrupt. Unfortunately, the police in Indonesia is also corrupt and puppet of the government and those in power. They are fighting against KPK because they do not want corruption to go away from them because it is how they make their living.

I really hope to The Lord that this situation will reduce even it seems like impossible. We can change the corruption tradition start from our self. Do every little thing with honesty, not because you are watched, but because you are love this country. Indonesia.

Clair de Lune

This is my project to be accomplished for my piano session time. The first time I heard this song when I watched Twilight saga. No doubt, I fell in love with this piece. 

I hope I can play it as beautiful as it should be :)

Failure

Sometimes I do not know what God wants me to be. All I can do is just surrender and keep on hoping.

In the past 2 months, I have to face the truth that I failed in achieving my resolutions. Twice! This failure feeling is making me frustrated but I will not give up easily. I'm sad but still have faith. In fact, I always pray so God will lead my way to step in this life.

I tell you, it is not easy for me to strive when you have no one to talk to, to share your problems with. No one knows what exactly happen with me. I zip my mouth tightly because I do not want to depend on human being.
I'm sick of people's judgements.
I only put my heart in God, for He is never do me wrong.

Besides, I think my life needs to be evaluated and repaired first. It's getting messy inside.
Love thingy? Well, I still need to fix my heart tough. People come and go like they are heartless! Seriously. They like to pissed me off with their disappointed breaking promises.
But I thank to my ex and newcomers -who suddenly disappeared-, to teach me how to be strong and independent. Without your unrealized (or realized?) cruel deeds, I can not be this tough.

I believe everything will be so beautiful in His right time..
Be patient and have faith :)

The Lord is faithful to all His promises and loving toward all He has made ~ Psalm 145: 13b

God.. Show me Thy ways

Arrghh, God, seriously, I still can not sleep though I already decided what I want to do ahead.
I feel like... lost, even in this middle of the night, I go here and there but still do not find the answer. Okay, family does come first but it doesn't mean you can control my life. Now I live in the shadow of my parents' words and It feels unbearable torture me.

Nothing is wrong with accounting but it is not my passion, or let make it simple- it is not something i want to live with-
Arrrgghh.. Please show me Thy way, O Lord.. I beg you :'(

piano teaching

Hi there!

I just arrived home from piano teaching. Well, I've been teaching classical piano for about 6 years at more than 5 music schools, until finally I open my little piano course at home. It's my side job but I really love it. I love piano. I love kids. I love teaching. I love music. That's more than enough for me :))

This afternon I replaced another teacher because her son was sick. I met new students who speak mix English and Indonesian. I wonder how they learn those languages in the same time and they can speak both fluently in that young age - 3 or 4 years old -

I get so many experiences with my students. I had been teaching children with autism, 3 years old toddler, soldiers, 55 years old mother, incredibly rich people, foreigner and many more. It's fun to know many cultures from different background. Besides, I also learn how to be a teacher, friend, sister even mother in the same time because I have to quickly adapted with new person with different age and personality. And teaching classical piano, you need more patient and passion on it. But I like to mix with pop or requested song by my students to make our lesson lively.

These are some of my students :)

Naya with her little fingers

Iqbal who can't speak Indonesian

Even I have to be Henry's mother here >.<

Smart Hanna

Lazy Habib --"

Maudlin Angie

My lovely chinese student, Abigail

Adriel at Grand Concert. Proud of you, boy!

Diza, with her somewhere over the rainbow piano playing at Grand Concert

sweet marriage proposal :)

I found this video unintentionally. This is sweet, seriously. I wish I got the marriage proposal too XD