I am so happy because my relationship with my friends is getting so much better; we are no longer in conflict situation and everything goes right though we are not like we used to be. But, I'm grateful.
Well, it doesn't mean the challenges stop here. Now, I'm facing my internship life with lots of assignments from school and tasks from the counterpart. Many obstacles will come but do I have to worry? Absolutely NO!
Sometimes I can not except if things don't happen like it should be. Why we have to turn right or left if we can simply go straight? In this point, I have to lower my expectation and it does difficult. Well, I can not understand people's thought meanwhile I still learning how to manage myself, my heart, my thought, my behavior. I can not force people to do what is good based on my point of view. For example, I think drinking beer to refresh yourself is not a good choice. I did tell him/her it is not good but they are disagree with me. Can I force them to stop? Or simply, can I force people to stop smoking even it is NOT good for their health? Obviously I CAN NOT if it is not consciously whispered in their heart.
So what I have to do to make myself not worry? Surrender. Surrender to The Almighty, for He can do everything you ask to Him. Talk to Him, pray and let His will happen to my life and I have to remind myself that everything can not be forced always as I wish.
